D(ii)re-ctor

what you thought I was talking popat?
msg me if you want to be in act.
really.

Dire-ctor

so, I'm finally down to penning down a script - play oriented.
super layers n all!

"SE, oh thou SE - will a chance you bestow upon me."

j U mp

ok -
the most amazing beach, you really want to go into the water...you know you want it.
ii) bungee jump - oh my gawd! it's been your ultimate to DO...

do you wait? and watch?
and think? and fear?

try it - the more you wait, the more the 'un-happened' fear builds
(fear is all of the 'probably possible' not pakka na?)
you wait long enough, the fIer will be un-handle-able.

same for those super tough and piss in your pants scary decision - the more you think, the more you fear.
instead, focus on deciding what the right choice could be (instead of the consequences and fear)
once you know what has to be done, what feels good deep down inside...stop thinking...stop waiting and...

T-shirt wallah

@ St. Heliers market

not afraid to..

"I can only give what
I feel inside
you can only take what
I give of me

you can only win when
I'm not afraid to love"
Whimsical, Days of the New.

what a brilliant album - whatever happened to these guys.

In church..

...do we say because we believe?
or
do be believe because we say?

"Death

is not the greatest loss in life,
The greatest loss of life is what dies inside us while we live"
- Norman Cousins (1915-1990)

so again...
how long/short something interesting lasts is more of a decision than a happening.
no?

well - on a nother ting
day 5 of my 21 consecutive days mission of not suckutive the cigarettes.
cuz Robin Sharma says 21days in a row of something makes it a habit - dekhte hai, Sharma-ji.

Miss Take

you'll only know its a mistake,
after youve made it -
till then its not real, bro!

RS says "fear is a dark room where negatives are processed"
or something of the sorts

watt makes me a winner?

Cyc-a-dellic @ Joga's park

haha...after ow many yearses I am psycelling...
thanks dan for bike/raquel for the hamlet.

change

I'm looking for the word change translated in different languages, preferably foreign
some help please?

Lo^e

love so bad - so your heart cant be broken

a wise decoy once said "I love you and theres nothing you can do about it"

its a flawless feeling - and past hurts dont dither.
then again the energy of past hurts need to be transformed, not stagnant...
you can keep the hurt as hurt and betrayal and betrayal or transform it into something more constructive.

i hate mundane mornings!

I realise, life inherently tends towards the mundane.
you really have to choose otherwise - like change...make change.

like now Ive moved here and suddenly I've become oh so creative and constructive and I realise this too might not last long,
only if I choose otherwise....I would need to induce more change, or something of the sorts
I would need to make a conscious and not particularly always easy decision to keep life 'creative' and constructive.

commitment VS enthusiasm

my Robin Seiger learning for the day (Natural Born Winners)

2 quite different things - enthusiasm is quite common and can be faked by anyone, commitment is something far deeper.
example - that sudden decision to quit smoking, all enthu and 'bol' - and making it work for the first few days is enthusiasm. Really getting it to completion is commitment. Commitment takes balls and character, built over time - through everyday choices and experience. If you keep choosing the easy way out, commitment can never be part of your character - spineless you will be, un-respected and not definitely not very achievement filled
(my take atleast)

work.

well...as 'fun' as New Zealand sounds...today it all set in when I saw this

now I can either see each of this t-shirts as an opportunity or a liability, I guess this is where my 'strength' comes in.
It's going to take some hell of hard work to sort this constructively - my motivation, making my friends proud...friends who are expecting me back, sooner. Cuz if I can't sort this out, I'll definitely have to atleast hang around here longer.

Suddenly - Natural Born Winners seems to be all too familiar, except I need to transform this...its a long way to go, wish me luch

You can't handle me - Robyn

Really like this song of lates - very appropriately cute and energetic video



why?
just - promotion to interesting music unknown to deIndia

CSI: Heart attack

was on flight between conscious and sub - while watching an episode of CSI when these words impacted
"heart attack is a possible cause of death as family shows history of heart problems"

so does that mean if I smoke like a bum, I pass on the curse of bad 'heart history' to my kids also?
shit.
as it is dad...

so must stop no?